Okay, I have to come clean. For the past several days I have been living my life in a lot of fear. Fear of the unknown. Fear of the known, yet uncontrollable. Fear that I will not be able to provide for and protect the ones I love. Fear that my resources (physically, spiritually, emotionally, financially, etc.) are going to run out.
And when I live in fear, I get ultra-reactive. “Oh no! What am I going to do? What if this happens? What then? And what about this and this and this?” It is an all too familiar inner dialogue, one that drives me to a very dark and desperate place.
Luckily, however, God doesn’t leave me there for long. For into the midst of this chaos and panic and confusion comes the voice of reason. A voice that typically finds it source in the Word, and then quickly finds its way deep into my heart and soul. It is the voice of hope and the voice of encouragement and the voice of love. It is the voice of peace and the voice of courage and the voice of truth. It is the only voice that can drive away the fear. It is the voice of God—the one who made me uniquely and loves me dearly.
It is the voice of the One who says: “Do not fear, for I am with you; do not be afraid, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” (Isaiah 41:10) It seems like God always has the right thing to say. And I, for one, am so grateful.
O Lord, do not allow us to let fear overwhelm and consume us. Give us the strength and the courage to not let it determine the state of our hearts and minds. For living in fear makes us the very worst version of ourselves. Help us, O Lord, instead, to live our lives in love and faith and trust. Hold us fast in your righteous right hand. Amen