What are we to think about a God who would block our path or wall us in? Unless, of course, that blocking or walling is ultimately for our good. Otherwise, it would be easy to feel hurt or frustrated. Otherwise, it might just seem cold and cruel and heartless--even spiteful.
But we know better than that, for we know your heart. We know that you made us out of love, for love—to love and to be loved beyond measure. Therefore, any blocking or walling has to be for our greater good. It has to be your way of alluring us. What if the whole reason you led us into the desert in the first place was so that you could speak tenderly to us? What if this blocking and walling was all part of this alluring? That would change everything. That would show us that you love us too much to allow us chase after lovers who cannot possibly satisfy the deepest longings of our heart.
If that, O God, is why you block and wall, then, by all means, block and wall away! Thank you that your heart for me is so deep and so full of love that you cannot allow me to settle for less than the life and the love you created me for. You would rather block my path or wall me in than allow me to run off in search of other lovers. All so that you could lead me into the desert and speak tenderly to me. Thank you that you love me that much. Amen.