...you also, like living stones, are being built into a spiritual house to be a holy priesthood...(1 Peter 2:5)
There is a definite tension in the life of faith between building and being built. We all, it seems, are builders by trade. We make plans, we gather materials, and then we make the magic happen--or so it seems.
But the scriptures tell us a different story. The scriptures tell us that the life of faith is not as much about building, as it is about being built. Not as much about acting, as it is about being acted upon. Not as much about manufacturing, as it is about growing organically. Not as much about production, as it is about fruitfulness. Not as much about initiative, as it is about receptivity. Not as much about doing, as it is about being. Not as much about our activity, as it is about God's.
So how do we make this necessary shift within? How do we put down our hammers and stop building our "houses" and start letting God do his work on and in and through us? My guess is that it starts with stillness, and silence, and prayer. It starts by coming before God with no plans or agendas, with no blueprints or diagrams. It starts by letting go of our self-importance, which ironically is a product of our own insecurities, and realizing that apart from God's hand we can build nothing of lasting value. In other words, it starts by stopping. For when we stop, it gives God space to move and to act. We are no longer taking up all of the room.
Maybe I'll give that a try today.